I am second
I lived a life that was filled with so much pain and anguish that had I created for myself over and over. I lived for money, for fun, for empty relationships, for a tasty buzz… I lived for me. I spent my time looking for the next thing to fill the empty space that was inside me. Over and over again I would try and could never seem to find satisfaction that lasted. It was there for a moment and then gone. I wanted to be on top, I wanted to be first, I wanted to be the best, I wanted to have it all and I always wound up empty handed.
That was then…
Today, I am second. As I watched the videos at I am second if found myself nodding and realizing, once again, I’m not the only one to ever feel this way.